The life of a not so average girl doing not so average things.

Archive for January, 2013

We Built This City On Rock And Roll!*

*Titled after the ’80s chart climber by lesser known Starship. Titled for no apparent reason

Blogger Friends, I have news.

I’m bloody fantastic! ๐Ÿ™‚ Life sucked there for awhile. Or rather, I had my head so far down in the sand that I forgot what sunshine looked like.

But I have remembered and am doing well!

Very well!

There are a lot of really exciting things happening this semester. Namely, IT’S THE LAST ONE!!!

Can you believe that in just a few months time I will have TWO degrees to my name. ๐Ÿ™‚ Yeah, that feels good.

And I am determined to make this the best dog-gone semester of them all. Nothing and no one can stop me.

I am taking the necessary precautions to ensure my own sanity and happiness and I am living life for me! It feels really good.

Yes, there are days that I feel impatient for whatever the next step is going to be, but in just a week and a half this semester has already out-shined the last one.

I finally feel like I’m me again!

Some changes I have made thus far: I’m a vegetarian! This is an attempt to eat healthier over-all and to start my journey to better health. I dyed my hair back to the blonde and pink it was when I started here at CMU. And I am cutting people out of my life that hurt me. I have learned that I am the only one who can do this for me. ย There are people out there who are going to hurt me. There are people out there who HAVE hurt me, and they have hurt me badly, and I can forgive them without saying, “That’s ok.” And I can forgive them and still remove them from my life in order to keep them from causing the same pains again.

Maybe that sounds harsh, but it’s reality.

I can’t be mad at myself for not recognizing how bad things had gotten. I can’t be mad at myself for putting my heart out there and giving everything I had to give. I can’t hate myself any longer. If I’m unhappy with my life, then I need to make better decisions, I need to take better care of me.

So that’s my New Year’s resolution: take better care of Kay. ๐Ÿ™‚

-Kay

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